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What happens when you work too much

Nobody will not believe that I was dead last night from 03.00 AM till 05.00 AM. Yesterday after one hard day and so interesting in our projects I got as surprise a sickness called “Virus”. I’ve been researching and preparing for my presentation in Macedonia in one way I got high temperature to my body and in other way I felt frozen sometimes and that was the first indicatory for my sick. I left IPKO (the place that I told you before) and I went to a pharmacy, I just bought some medicaments for me in thinking that my sick will go for hours.

What happened then I went to my apartment and there were nobody. I was alone and I switched ON the warm heating and I made my room about 35 C (degrees) or more.
Immediately I went to bed and I began to sleep, In the midnight about 03.00 AM I woke up to drink my medicaments, In that moment I had a lot of headache and I went to toilet to see my face there.

During the observation of my face I had a high temperature and automatically my eyes began to transfer into blind eyes. I didn’t had chance to control my self on that moment and felt down on the bottom of the toilet. I lost my consciousness and about 05.00 AM I woke up I saw my body spread into the bottom of my toilet and my head near the washing machine.

I was so scary from that moment cause never happened in my life like this. And from that moment I began to think about my dead time. I start to think. What will happened If I died really. Who will come in my dead ceremonial? And I started to think individually for each people that came in my mind for that moment. I started to think about my parents who others apologize them with the words “You should be proud for Kushtrim”.

Other way of thinking was most of the people will thing that I killed my self, and after that comes a lot of stupid words like “His girlfriend left him” , “He had troubles in his life”, “He was sick from AIDS”, “He used Drugs” and other words that the people create and stylize how they want. Thinking and thinking I didn’t sleep until 09.00 o’clock when I thought that will be better If I’m having one hour sleep cause I need to be at IPKO from 10.30.

I wasn’t able to hear the lecturer, but I tried as much as I could to do that…Now I’m in very difficult position. Presentation in Macedonia and Working in a Project of IPKO, Sick, Headache, Opinions, Lack of Sleep, and many other things that I think is great for one human to happens twice a year!!!

Update: I’m happy to announce that this was my first technological overload burnout.

© 2003 Kushtrim Xhakli.